I feel for you, Sheri. When we lose a loved one, especially as close as a parent, it is natural to feel some regrets of things done or said. My father has been gone 15 years and I still regret not extending my last hospital visit when he asked me to stay longer. we were expecting him to be released to come home the next day, but he never did. He passed away that night. He obviously knew. Thank you for sharing, I hope it helps.